This came to my mind out of nowhere...

The brothership is an unique thing,
You cant get a brother or a sister out of nowhere.
They have to born, have to grow up, have to live and...
... Find a way to stay alive.


Today is the 30th day of me in Military.
I've only trained about basic fighting methods, how to use a assault rifle , a sniper rifle and a machine gun properly.(also how to fix or clean them) Trained about how you have to act in war, or at the night when observing a terrorist or an enemy group at the day or night.
Trained about hand-to-hand combat as a Gendarme Commando...


In the end, i've learned basics about how to fight for my country in Turkish style, whitout any fear, ready to die anytime if i have to for protect my country.

But that's not what i'm trying to talk about,

Most of you guys has brothers and sisters i know. Of coursly there are single people too, i deeply feel sorry for them.
Anyway, i wasn't loving my brother because he's pretty selfish, mostly useless, and normally a stupid kind of human being.

But to think that again...

I really don't know what to do if i lose him, because i really love him so much in somewhere deep in my heart naturally.
Same goes for my stepsisters and baby sisters for too.

And as you guys learned now, i completed my basic training as a solider and ready to be sent to the warzone.

Yep, i'll be sent out to kick bunch of terrorist asses after my 6 days holiday as a civilian.And i'll be fine, i know it because i can use the Assault Rifle, Heavy Machine Gun and Sniper Rifle much better than how my higher ups and some professional soliders can do.

But i'm fearing, not for myself, for my beloved ones.
For my family, my bro, sisters, real life friends and for my beloved internet friends, and for you guys, for my beloved friends.

It doesn't has to come with a war or something, death can find a person in everywhere, anytime.

Try to be more cautious than how you are, a little daily life mistake can get it's payment as your precious life (Experienced it with my very own eyes, just because of she wasn't paying much attention, my friend got died in a traffic accident today)

I want to see you all in here when i come back from duty.

C'ya all

Burak Suat GÖRGÜN